yo psa you aren’t obligated to stick around for people who make you feel like shit
ollie the fuck off like the fabulous star child you are
What is your middle name?
What are you passionate about?
i don’t even know, i just like stuff. actually, i like films, cinematography is kinda fascinating and i like writing scripts (but they’re all pretty terrible). i like watching behind the scenes where you meet the director and the costume designer and the set designer and the cameraman and just people that don’t appear on camera (but i obviously do appreciate the actors and actresses!). I also love watching commentary where they talk about how the film was made and just random little things about the film.
I wish I was still passionate about film and I guess I still am a little bit, however that changed to Law (which has also dwindled) but currently I am passionate about watercolour painting and have been doing a lot of that
Zebra or leopard print?
still neither tbh but if I had to choose I’d choose zebra
Do you have any fears?
i have a fear of never being successful, of never being content and of never being loved. i don’t even know how to be any of those things.
I fear never knowing what I want to do or be, I fear that my parents don’t love me, I fear that people love me. I still fear never being content.
Silver or gold?
yeah, silver’s pretty good
Top three places to visit:
italy, new zealand, new york
Italy, New Zealand, Sweden
Where are you from?
england (but i was born in australia woot)
England, but yeah I was born in Australia and I’m also a NZ citizen eyyyy
First career you wanted as a child:
princess (i also may have wanted to be a witch because power - however i also wanted to be a princess because power)
yeah… I was a little power crazy. I also wanted to be a hairdresser (not because I was power crazy though)
What’s your sign?
turns out I’m actually pisces… JK I’m still very accurately an aquarian
Future names of your children:
i really like the name noah and, oh(!), i really like latin names like; dorothea, phineas, hugo, audria
One of my teachers has a daughter named Dorothea and some of the people in my class made fun of the name outside of class and I was just like BUT IT’S SUCH A NICE NAME. But yeah pretty much the same.
What are you listening to right now?
free like you make me by cary brothers
Did You Hear the Rain? by George Ezra it’s a good’un
Do you believe in fate/destiny?
i don’t know, i used to but now i’m just like ‘you choose your own path’
I still don’t know, but I also don’t feel that we choose our own path
What are your career goals?
pass (but I guess something to do with law, like a solicitor hopefully)
What is your favorite color?
purple, purple-y pink
GREEN or PINK
What is your favorite flower?
daffodils because i had this story book when i was younger and there was a story about a red daffodil who was lonely and all the other (yellow) daffodils made fun of the red daffodil but the most beautiful woman in the land was marrying a prince (standard) and for their wedding she wanted all red flowers for her headpiece and so the red daffodil is picked and it finally happy. i mean i remember being like “but it died afterwards?” but DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT RED DAFFODIL DIED HAPPY
none but that daffodil story is great
What was the first concert/show you attended?
I love KM a lot
Something you are working on right now:
life and friendships
I took this in a very kind of feelings sense 11 months ago hmmmm, but anyway right now I’m working on a couple of water paintings
Have you ever had a near-death experience? my sister once tried to drown me?
that sounds horrible but it’s true?
Are you a procrastinator or do you get things done early?
i currently have 3 pieces of homework due for tomorrow and various pieces for the rest of the week. i haven’t started any of them. however i did finish a project due in december
I have a entire list of homework for during the holidays that I have yet to start YEAH PROCRASTINATION
Left or right handed?
still left handed
TV Shows and anime you watch regularly:
well a lot of tv shows are coming back, so the ones i’ll be watching regularly are the walking dead, american horror story, ouat, amongst others
Orphan Black and Community are basically the only things I watch and I am very upset that they won’t be on for a year (and that Community is only coming back for 1 series but anyway CLOSURE)
Halloween costume idea for this year?
i have never dressed up for halloween yup
Yeah, Halloween is not a thing I celebrate ever
What is your relationship status?
i literally am so bad at keeping friendships i’m like praise the lord there are 4 days of the week where i have to go into college so i can talk to people (oh and the answer’s no, i have literally rejected people on the basis that i know i won’t be able to maintain the relationship and how shitty would it be for me to seem like i’m not trying - i try thought i really do)
Last movie you watched?
the first time
Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
A song that’s been stuck in your head.
melody calling by the vaccines - it’s so good
Russian Kiss by Annie (Tube Stops and Lonely Hearts is a great song by her too)
ok I just changed my blog title for the first time since 2012
It’s feel very wrong but also very right
'do you feel great?' didn't even mean anything, I just wanted the word “great” in the title tbh
but anyway it’s just a blog title nothing big at all
I begin to fully understand the lengths to which people have gone to protect me. What I mean to the rebels. My on going struggle against the Capitol, which has so often felt like a solitary journey, has not been undertaken alone. I have had thousands upon thousands of people from the districts at my side. I was their Mockingjay long before I accepted the role.”
I wish getting a job was like getting a job on sims , going from cleaner to CEO in 2 weeks
when you’ve just finished an 8 hr shoot and Simons calls you about some appearance